:: FILL A HEART ::

Happy Tuesday peeps! Today's been a terrible day so far. Will talk about it later and I shall start with the surprise party yesterday. So before yesterday, ze friends and I were planning for a surprise birthday party for Senoja (ok basically I didn't plan much but a really big thanks to LingHui who has planned so much including the foods and the present hunting game for Senoja. Also big thanks to Jinghann who did most of the contacting with her family!) . To be frank, I had problems picking a present for her 'cos I personally am not a kind of person who randomly picks things from the malls and just wrap it with nicely decorated gift wrapper as a gift. I always want things to be special, to be something that can be remembered and much appreciated. Maybe that's the reason why I tend to spend so much time making things for others for birthday, for a sign of appreciation or anything else, that my parents get jealous over it, pftsh. There was once when one of my friends started asking me 'When will you ever make yourself something instead of making for others all the time even when it's unnecessary?'. And that was another reason why I made myself an origami minion to keep track with the trend, hah (you'll know if you catch up with my updates). 

In the end, I decided to record my cover of Yellow by Coldplay for her and also a short message that I've always wanted to tell her deep down from my heart. It's weird how I always remember bullshit that takes up so much space of my brain. I remember basically EVERYTHING that has come across my life. One of the odd virtues of Emily 'cos she also remembers everything that hit her when she was 3 years old? So yea, I remembered during our first or second conversation in the canteen (when we barely knew each other), we talked about boy bands, song covers on YouTube dots, and she said she loved Yellow by Coldplay and coincidentally it's my favourite song by Coldplay too! I promised I would play her this song on the guitar before we graduate high school and yo, I still keep the promise 'till now! I'm not sure if she still remembers, but once a promise is made, it's here in my mind, I'll strive 'till it happens :) . 

Enough about my gift for her. So, as what I've mentioned above, LingHui planned the whole thing for the present hunting game for Senoja and god knows what's in her brain, she did it so well the game was truly a huge success! She sure put in a lot of effort having to squeeze her brain juice for riddles (riddles' Senoja's favourite) and where or what to hide. So glad to have her being a part of the surprise 'cos without her, it would be such a bore! Lol, there were also intermissions when Senoja had challenges to do which LingHui got the ideas from A Minute to Win It. Aside from the game session, foods were great. We all brought our own foods and yes, yours truly baked them oreo cheesecake bars. So pleasant and pleased to hear that all of them loved it 'cos I normally baked normal cheesecakes instead of it with oreos. Tze Sheng's salad was a big hit! He's just, so good at feeding us, hurhurhur. 

All in all, the surprise was a success. Funny part was when her dad started complaining about how hard it was to stall for more time so we had ample time to deal with the preparations and all 'cos Senoja was simply insistent to return home after swimming, haha. Oh well, just a quick wish here: Senoja, I hope you genuinely enjoyed yourself and that it would be the most memorable birthday you could ever have, because it was from us :) . You're such a nice person I seriously cannot find anyone who can be as cordial, genuine, amiable, helpful dots, like you. Not sure if we would be heading to the same pathway for our future, I sincerely hope we keep in touch, come what may. Even if the clock strikes at the most impossible timing of life, let's just keep our hands entwined with each other's, and the other 'butt farts (pftsh, thank you TzeSheng for the unbelievably ridiculous name)' members. Thanks for everything, Senoja. You're special, really :) .

Here are some nice photos from Joyce's camera, yay.

FaceTimed with Jaslyn who couldn't make it 'cos she's still stuck in HongKong, haha.

Curse the poor connection :( .

Another really motherly friend that I truly appreciate :') , say hi to Jinghann!

So glad to have Joyce as a company in One Utama with some nice foods too! 

So, what about today? Today early in the morning, I woke up to get prepared for some oral nightmare, hah. Because my left wisdom tooth was being all notorious growing sideways instead of growing straightly like my right wisdom tooth, I had to undergo an oral surgery to extract it out. Consulted my usual dentist (not my orthodontist) for extraction but she said mine was a special case and that it would be risky if she had to do it for me. Hence, she reckoned I might as well go consult a specialist. After months of waiting for school holidays, my mom has eventually made an appointment with Dc. Wong for me. I got really paranoid 'cos I've been hearing stories about how eerie it would be to have to extract slanted wisdom tooth I even googled about it! Apparently there was this news about a guy who died after the extraction 'cos the inexperienced dentist also pulled out the nerves and he died of excess blood loss. 

However, everything turned out just perfectly fine! I had to go for an x-ray scan at first. Then, Dc. Wong said he also had to extract the tooth above my left wisdom tooth 'cos it was badly growing into my gum, so might as well get rid of it earlier. I was crazily scared at first. He started talking to me about school while friggin' injecting me some Dormicum and foooosh, I blacked out. When I woke up, only did I realize that I was unconscious throughout the entire surgery. I was desperate to go to the loo and once I stood up everything seemed to be spinning around me. Yeap, it was that bad. I walked like a drunk that the nurse and daddy had to help me out with walking hahaha. Dc. Wong then gave me a list of a must-know information regarding the surgical procedure for my post-operative comfort. I didn't feel much pain at that time 'cos my left cheek and tongue were numb. Nevertheless, the list that he gave me consisted of some information that I find somewhat interesting and hilarious, hah. One of the funniest is that I must try not to sneeze and I must not blow my nose for 1 week as it might affect my stitches, lol. You seriously can't expect someone who has terrible sinus to not sneeze or blow her nose for 1 week. 

When I reached home, I slept, again. Basically today I almost slept forever 'cos of the injection. Sadly, I'm slowly feeling the pain because the numbness is leaving me, nooooo. So many pills to take in I even have sleeping pills for tonight! Also, the mirror tells me I'm getting a swollen left cheek, how sad is that :( ? Besides, I'm eating porridge for every meals and not like my maid's porridge is favourable or what. Someone, SOMEONE, get me nice porridge from any Dim Sum restaurants please. Feeling like I'm turning back time to the time when I first had braces. Ahhhh.

Living in the world of confusion,

every day I never fail to ask myself,

where do I stand in your life? 

xoxo