:: STARLIGHT TEARS ::

Yesterday night was awful. When the obedient side of me decided to reveal itself, something, SOMETHING just had to stop it. I headed to bed at around 12.30am while others were desperately waiting for the meteor shower because I never believed in such news. Not that it wasn't proven or what but yeah, it's just me. Plus, why make a wish during the meteor shower when I can make a wish upon the stars that I see almost every day? Haha. So I guess insomnia hit me last night and I couldn't sleep at all. For once I wanted to sleep 'cos I figured I should get prepared with some energy boost the next day for some hardcore Chemistry revision but gosh, I hadn't felt so mad for such a long time already and last night it just decided to break my record. At around 3am, the mosquitoes in my room that I didn't even notice before I flicked off the lights gave me extreme itchiness until it got superbly intolerant, I just had to get myself out of bed for some human-mosquito war. My friends tend to always say that I have potential to be a professional mosquito killer 'cos I aim quite perfectly all the time and yes, I managed to kill 3 mosquitoes that were gleefully flying around my room. THREE OKAY THREE. Biggest enemies, ever. 

Thanks to the mosquitoes. I seemed to have completely waken up from the temptation to sleep early. One was because I got really wide awake with an adrenaline rush just like the song and another because it wasn't early anymore, zzz. As my tummy started growling like nobody's business, I kept trying to put my mind into someplace else so that it wouldn't tempt me for food 'cos I was hell lazy to walk down. Plus, I supposed I got all the nice foods eaten and the foods left weren't really favourable. Nevertheless, I got into much worse situation not being able to sleep because of the extreme hunger, so I figured it was time for some hot milo and biscuits. Out of milo, wasn't really expected since my house was never out of milo. I had to drink hot chocolate in the end that made me ten times more awake, but oh well who cares man. I was that mad, really. When I was done with eating, it was already around 5am and I could feel the foods rolling in my tummy. And that was when I started feeling regretful for eating 'cos my tummy was feeling so bloated that I could puke anytime. Hence, I wrote a lyric with the tune of Adele's rolling in the deep. Not very intriguing but worth a try, lol. Lifeless like that, period. 

Regret eating and rolling in the deep

While the thoughts of having more foods start to creep

I need someone lovely to feed me

While I watch all the fats start to grow from my hip

The foods are massive

Super seductive

I just can't stand it if I need to see them leave

The foods are my love

I always get hurt

Because I know it

I shouldn't have eaten so much

Can't resist the crisp and crunch

Feel that I need a strong punch

So that the foods can stop it

Can stop it

Stop rolling in the deep

Speaking of food,

dinner on Sunday with ze sister and WenHui was crazily spontaneous again, hah.

And hi,

a morning smile from yours truly. 

Feeling great after an awful night, pftsh.

And it's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life

xoxo