:: COME AND GET IT ::

Can't believe I'm actually blogging now but yea, I've got to admit that I've really missed blogging considering how it used to be my weekly routine until my life got super messed up and all. Life this year has been really hectic so far. Probably because of SPM and that time passes unusually faster this year :( . I realized that I haven't updated my blog much about my life other than the single picture update post, and I would want to post up everything that happened after my last entry, but gosh, how much time would I need? So I guess I might as well just update things that I still remember and I genuinely apologize for not updating. I'm seriously not expecting for any readers to be reading this since it's been so long, but oh well, allow me to crap, heh.

This year's the last year of high school. People tend to always say, once you start college, you feel that high school life's the phase that you would treasure the most. However, we who are still in high school tend to always look forward to going to college 'cos we would be having so much more freedom instead of being locked up like an innocent little bird every day. And yes, I'm definitely one of them who is anticipating for the start of my college life. To be frank, I would definitely prefer to head to Sunway College but I'm not given any options so if you're going to Taylor's, let's meet up, hah! Apparently there are only approximately three months left 'till we officially graduate from high school and I'm definitely going to try my very utmost to treasure every single moment in high school so that there wouldn't be any regrets when I leave. Before I start crapping about the following one, here are our awesome faces in Jinghann's new Samsung phone ;) .

And a potluck party in Tze Sheng's place.

As you all know, I've been pretty busy with my music studies ever since I started furthering my piano and violin for diplomas. Not to forget, I'm officially done with music theory and my result is considered good for my level. Hah, was feeling a bit nostalgic on the last day of theory class that I almost teared up. Sorry la, I get unbelievably emotional when it comes to farewell, even with something that's not even breathing, think about humans, breathing humans. Nobody really believes that 'cos I don't usually express it out and they think I'm emotionless, ngawh, so offended all the time HAHA. 

I've attended three piano masterclasses so far and I'm just extremely glad that I've been given such opportunities to play for a master on the stage with a number of auditors, also learning together with me. Of course, trying to perfect every single notes in front of the master was indescribably pressuring, but fortunately he's an affable and approachable person I felt that I could easily interact with him. Ahh, basically he's just really amazing and magical. His fingers especially, my eyes couldn't even catch where his fingers were moving to because they were all moving so quickly, just like the speed of the light! For my first masterclass, I played The cat and the mouse by Aaron Copland. That was during last year's December, gosh, shows how long have I not been updating, hah. For my second masterclass, I played Brahms' Rhapsody and I had to pay a bomb for the masterclass 'cos the duration of my masterclass exceeded the limit. The auditors commented to me about how intense it was 'cos every single part of the piece needed a lot of techniques and effort to nail it. Lastly, for my third masterclass just 2 weeks ago, I played Le Plus Que Lento by Debussy. Most of them had their jaws dropped as low as it could 'cos its style totally contradicts with my personality. It's more of a sexy, seductive piece and by listening to the master's very extraordinary interpretation, I felt like a boring piece of wood playing on an expensive grand piano. Haih, so much things to work on!

Some nice photos of the mouthwatering foods in Elcerdo,

my all-time-favourite. 

Say hi to this girl on the left. I don't know why I just have the temptation flowing in me on writing about her. You're simply an irreplaceable friend one could ever have. I feel that I'm one of the luckiest girls on this planet to be gifted a friend like you. Although we haven't met up as frequent as last time this year, our friendship is never, NEVER affected. The strong bond between you and I, is like the covalent and ionic compounds that have strong bonds between one another, always accepting or donating electrons, just like how we always share our love for each other! Because of you, I believe in loyalty; Because of you, I believe in forever; Because of you, I believe in sincerity. Thanks for making me believe so much in life and I don't know if you would ever read this 'cos nobody comes to my blog anymore, heh. Love you to the infinity, and beyond :) .

Also, to comfort myself for not getting any of the McD's minions,

I've decided to make myself one ;) . 

Please say it's cute 'cos it was superbly time consuming, gosh!

I'm gonna remember you forever
'Cause you made me lose the most
And never want to fall in love again

xoxo

:: LET HER GO ::

Staring at the ceiling in the dark

Same old empty feeling in your heart

'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep

But never to touch and never to keep

'Cause you loved her too much

And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missin' home

Only know you love her when you let her go

:: HERE'S TO NEVER GROWING UP ::

Sometimes, I really wonder if one should stand for what they really want, what they really like. I honestly do not hope for anything more than your support, your support for me to show me that you actually feel proud for what I like to do. I feel whole with it, I feel that I'm doing just the right thing I want. But after your lecture just few minutes ago, I feel that for your happiness, I shall as well forsake my dreams, to make you feel happy. 

Sometimes, I really wonder if you were ever regretful of letting all these be a part of my life at the very first place. Without you, I wouldn't have found out my love for it, my passion for it. Without you, I wouldn't have spent so much time to ace it, to nail it. But have you not noticed, that the efforts I've put into it was just for you to know that, you did not make the wrong decision in the past. I want you to feel proud of me with it, and feel proud of yourself for making the right decision.

Now that I know how strong is your objection towards it, I have nothing to say, but to put my heads down, keep quiet and genuinely hope that one day you will realize I will never give up from the inside.