:: DON&#39;T YOU WORRY CHILD ::

Our 2-week holidays are officially here and I feel nothing. Probably because I've come to realize that oh my friggin' god I have so much to study for SPM! It's really exciting knowing that it's our last holiday before our one-month nightmare and our next holiday will be of paradise and heavens, BUT on the other side of the coin, it's simply frustrating and stressful knowing that I have mountains of never-ending books to burn using my brain juice. Haih, honestly can't wait to get over all these and start college life because I'm so sick of having to be stuck with more than 10 subjects when college only requires 4 subjects. The subject that I worry the most for SPM is Chemistry. I just can't seem to absorb anything related to Chemistry. It never seems comprehensive to me with all the plus and minus equations whatsoever. I never get why most people tend to think that Chemistry is the easiest amongst the 3 sciences 'cos I suck at it all the time since form 1 I don't think teacher still has her hopes on me. Studying something, something that you dislike especially, is dreadfully tiresome :( , I just wanna get this piece of shit out of my life as soon as possible, ARGH.

Stayed back for a short lunchtime with ze friends just now in Shakespeare. Tried their caramel pavlova for the very first time after being convinced by TzeSheng and holy crap, it tasted so good and heavenly! Honestly speaking, it should be one of the unhealthiest and most fattening food in the world 'cos it's meringue and it's mainly made of egg whites and confectioner sugar, not even 0.1 percent of flour! Damn, I can foresee my future of obesity, yay? Most of the girls ordered salads, I don't know why 0.0 , 'cos I personally would only order salads as my appetizer, correction, only Caesar salad, oh yeah see how it rolls!

After that, I walked back to school with Joyce when her transporter reached while I went to the band room. Haih, recently being in band room has been indescribably saddening. I've been in band for less than 2 years, around 1 and a half year in precise, but I felt that I've been completely bonded with everyone there. Sitting at a corner and watching them play as a team, without me playing (or much rather without us, the retirees playing) was... haih. Band camp in June was great, almost as great as last year's. Both camps have managed to bring us to a much higher level. We got to know each other better, we see things from different perspectives mostly from the positive sides, we learn things involving unity and team work. It was all about a band, a school band. Although I have to admit that sometimes the practices could be seriously annoying, at least at the end of the day, we knew we were all having fun :) . I guess it's time for me to stop going on Friday since I do nothing there, might as well return home and get some sleep?

So, last Sunday was an amazingly productive day. Ze friends and I decided to go to Skytrex, Shah Alam to have some adventurous thrills, hah. I was a little bit worried of Joyce at first 'cos she couldn't calm herself down the night before that! She had fears of height, and of course, Skytrex has flying fox, super high ladders that are enough to burn your fatty layers dry, DOTS DOTS. Nevertheless, after all those monstrous challenges that seemed endless, she managed to overcome her fear and we were all so proud of her! I will have to say that Skytrex has given me one of the best experiences in life, getting to try out so many new things that I never knew I would be able to try other than getting chosen for National Service (OMG speaking of it, I DID NOT GET CHOSEN how lucky am I yo?). Not to forget, we have become more knowledgeable in a good way getting to understand more about the harness that kept us alive. HAHA, without it where would I be? Go have a try peeps, you'll never regret it and trust me, you'll have the time of your life flying across the trees momentarily feeling like a bird!

#P.S: Big thanks to Senoja for hosting. :)