:: HERE'S TO NEVER GROWING UP ::

Sometimes, I really wonder if one should stand for what they really want, what they really like. I honestly do not hope for anything more than your support, your support for me to show me that you actually feel proud for what I like to do. I feel whole with it, I feel that I'm doing just the right thing I want. But after your lecture just few minutes ago, I feel that for your happiness, I shall as well forsake my dreams, to make you feel happy. 

Sometimes, I really wonder if you were ever regretful of letting all these be a part of my life at the very first place. Without you, I wouldn't have found out my love for it, my passion for it. Without you, I wouldn't have spent so much time to ace it, to nail it. But have you not noticed, that the efforts I've put into it was just for you to know that, you did not make the wrong decision in the past. I want you to feel proud of me with it, and feel proud of yourself for making the right decision.

Now that I know how strong is your objection towards it, I have nothing to say, but to put my heads down, keep quiet and genuinely hope that one day you will realize I will never give up from the inside.