:: SHADOW OF LOVE ::

Hellooooo people! Today's an awesome day because it's a day off for my school! My school's cheerleading team, 'Cyrens', got champion in Cheer Comp 2012 last Sunday for the 3rd year! Seriously, they deserve the pride, the glory and the trophy. They've practised so so hard and they've never rested for a day. Every day they would stay back for practice and indeed, they're really good! I wanted to go so badly as my school had buses to the stadium but I had to go for violin detention class on both Saturday and Sunday ;( . However, I still got the cheer shirt yesterday and yay, I have another shirt to wear for my beauty sleep! Anyway, I've got most of my school exam results and I'm actually quite satisfied about my result. I didn't study that hard and I only started studying in school for certain subjects. Well, if you were to take my results to make comparison with others, it would probably show a huge contrast and it tells why I'm so dumb but hey, I'm definitely not comparative and I seriously do not mind how many gazillion people are ahead of me. I compete with myself and since I haven't been putting much effort in it I don't expect to excel. 

By the way, the fact that violin exam is coming nearer and nearer freaks me out a lot. It's on this Friday and I merely have 4 days left! Frankly speaking, I'm actually more stressed up right now compared to the days when I was dying to prepare for both the major examinations PMR and JUEC. I've never had this kind of feeling before. NEVER EVER for my previous exams in spite of which grade I was in. Sighs, it also makes me feel regretful for paying for the band motivation camp 'cos I will have to go to Port Dickson for the camp with the school band right after the exam. What if I do badly? I think I'll just cry my ass off at a corner... if only I had a corner for me to cry at. I'm currently desperate to get rid of the bad feeling by listening to LangLang performing Chopin's Etudes Op.25. Such an odd method but the music totally describes my feeling right now. 

Yesterday, I finally finished the Hong Kong drama called 'Gloves come off'. I LOVE THIS DRAMA SO MUCH! Most of my friends think it ended with a really bad ending but I personally think that the ending was quite unique. As you all know, most of the Hong Kong dramas end in a fare thee well but for this, it was soooo melancholic and it almost made me tear in some scenes. Trust me, go watch it and you will NEVER regret it. The theme is boxing and I too was not interested in it at all but please, try watching the FIRST episode and you will know what I mean :) ! It has taught me to appreciate every single one around me because we can never know what will happen next. And, we must always do the right and best decision and listen to what people say to us. Even when we feel as crappy as the tremendous weather we know there are people out there who care for us, who love us, who worry about us. I have the CD and I don't mind lending anyone. 

Oh I haven't mentioned that I'm in flute section in my school band, have I? Sighs, FLUTE is definitely not as easy as imagined. I guess, I find it superbly hard 'cos I can't even blow a balloon. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE so I won't give up but first of all, I NEED A GOOD FLUTE!! The extra flutes in school are either spoilt or that I have to blow really hard and the sound produced is sooooo soft. I hope Ms. Anna gets us some flutes from Yamaha as soon as possible 'cos I need to practise the Pirates of the Caribbean song and Harry Potter theme song for our school concert and band festival in July. I guess, my dream to learn to play the sexiest saxophone is devastated. How can I play the saxophone which everyone thinks it is the hardest to blow? OH YEA speaking about saxophone, my dad has promised me to bring me to Kenny G's next concert and I hope he's coming next year! My dad said he would have gone with me to Kenny G's last concert in Malaysia if he knew it. ARGHHH, a chance missed but my dad is a man of words,  when he says he will, he will. 

So, last last Friday (the last day of school holidays excluding the weekends) was a fun day with JiaYing! I had to wait for her at IOI Mall so I decided to watch Snow white and the huntsman. Honestly, I dislike Kristen Stewart but she was suitable for the character and the Thor guy in the show was so hot, so yea, the movie was simply awesome pawsome dawsome even though Joyce said it was a cliche. After the movie, she hasn't reached so I went to Starbucks for sandwich 'cos I didn't know where to go alone, haha. Then, she reached and she was desperate for Nando's (IKR? She loves Nando's so much that whenever I hang out with her we have no other choices -.-) . Later, we took the bus to Setiawalk and took a lot of crazy photos (my neighbour was there and he was practically staring at us all the time) after shopping in F Block. 

I'm lucky enough to have her with me and she's like a gold gifted from God. 7 years only but we're so close as if we've known each other since we were born. I remember how we became the stupidest prefects in school, I remember how we participated in table tennis MSSD competitions, I remember how we were given medals that we worked hard for. That was when we were in primary school. Our friendship still remains firm even though we had separated into two different lanes. To Catholic high, to Kuen Cheng high. But just 'cos I know she's always there for me, the dazzling stars tell me she's one of them and I can watch her from far. Let's see how long we can move on together, and even when we breathe our last, we meet in heaven.

Believe that life is worth living

and your belief will help create the fact.

xoxo