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Hello earthlings! It's raining right now and I'm lovin' it. The weather's been horrible these few days. It was like my skin would tear off in no time. So yea, the rain would probably kill the heat. Just now, I watched Forever Michael Tribute Concert and Michael Jackson's This Is It on FoxMovies. It made me start thinking, shouldn't there be more tributes for Whitney Houston showing on television? And E entertainment was showing a documentary programme regarding the death of Michael Jackson too. But oh well, Whitney Houston's a really awesome singer with powerful voice. Her songs are full of emotions and love. R.I.P. Whitney Houston. You will be remembered forever :) .

Yesterday, I went for string ensemble practice as usual. My teacher put me into violin 2 because there were only a few members of violin 2 who were present. I thought it was just for practices so the entire practice wouldn't sound so unequal since virtually all violin 3 players were present. I went and sat next to Shawn. Then after that, I only realized that my name would be put under violin 2 for our April's performance. I was so so so pissed off! Last year, I used to be in violin 2. Then teacher said that I should be promoted to violin 1. Then after a few practices, she told me that violin 3 needed more violinists so she put me into violin 3. After so many practices, I can practically memorize which part is the soloist's melody and which is not. I can already muster each and every part of the scores so well. And now, I have to practise all over again. Different scores, different sections, different friends, different style! It's so unfair why I'm the sole violinist who is changed to other groups anytime she likes! People call me a football 'cos teacher gets to kick me from this place to that place and that place to another place whenever she wants!

Another thing is that, I'm gonna sit for my grade 8 violin exam in June and yes, FINALLY I get to go for the exam. But I seriously DO NOT want to be yelled during classes. I hate the exam pieces I hate them! I can't believe that there are actually such lousy composers who would think that their pieces are good enough to be the exam pieces. THEY'RE LOUSY. The main point is that, THERE'S PRACTICALLY NO MAIN MELODY AT ALL. It's really hard for me to muster the pieces I don't like. Hence, I get scolded during classes and the teacher starts to yell at me without even caring about my feelings. I feel so devastated, useless and I just want to forsake, NOW. If I were to go for exam at the right time, I WOULD HAVE FINISHED GRADE 8 WHEN I WAS 13! Sometimes, it's not utterly the students' fault for not practising. It's the teacher who doesn't take things seriously and shirks all her responsibilities when she's supposed to be in class during lessons all the time, to be able to communicate with the students, TO KNOW WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME TO FOOL AROUND AND WHEN IS NOT.

Honestly, I didn't plan to type all of these craps here but my fingers just couldn't stop typing. My heat is rising, so yea, forgive me. Last last Saturday was Kuen Cheng's Chinese New Year celebration. I went back and it was awesome! I got to meet up with all my friends who I really missed a lot, my teachers and my juniors! The guys have grown so much taller and I was amazed how guys could grow so quickly in such a short period! I had to lift up my head to look at them and it felt strictly awkward, :D . The school was utterly decorated with red lanterns and sorts. Felt completely different in Sri KL as Sri KL wasn't decorated for CNY. We took some photos outside Sr1ScA and we crapped a lot.

I received a letter from Kuen Cheng on Friday last week. It felt darn good to receive something from that school. Hah, and it was to inform me to collect RM100. So, on the next day, I chose to go at the time when they were having their lunch break so that I could meet them. I had to make my dad wake up early 'cos their lunch break was at 9.45pm. When I was there to collect the money from a teacher, she told me that all students from Sri KL are excluded because Sri KL is under Sri KL International School. I was damn pissed off 'cos I went there all the way from Puchong and eventually she told me that I couldn't get it? And, I'm not even studying in an international school. They seriously have no idea how to differentiate Sri KL School and Sri KL International School -.- .

On Sunday, the family and I had dinner with the family from my mother's side. Not many of my relatives came but we still had lots of fun. YeeSang has always been my all time favourite but I only get to eat it during Chinese New Year. Oh and, Chinese New Year has ended. It feels terrible as there are no CNY cookies, CNY angpaus, CNY fire crackers, CNY drama and movie marathons anymore!!

I went for Karaoke with Wendy, Shuqi, ZhiSan and YiTeng on Thaipusam. We didn't sing, WE SCREAMED, as usual. It's simply tough for us to not scream when we're together in the kbox. We always love to challenge ourselves by singing the songs with really high pitch, for example: I will always love you, JianAo and some other Chinese songs from the old generations. Yea we're just awesome like that ;) . Also, RedBox provided us YeeSang for FREE and it tasted pretty goooood. But sad thing was that only few of us could make it. One had to go for tuition, another one had high fever, another retarded one had sore throat. However, we had real fun and it's their loss for not turning up :P .

I don't get why people on Facebook

have to tell the entire world

that they're single

and it's gonna be a lonely Valentines' Day for them.

C'mon,

get a life.

xoxo