:: BE MY FIRST ::

Hello everyone! Today's the first day of holiday. Told myself to wake up at 7.30am (I know I know, it's just SO impossible for me to drag myself out of bed that early), but ended up waking up at 12pm (as expected). Must be wondering WHY did I ever set such a rare target. Erm, nothing much, just feeling a little down lately. I don't know. I have a feeling that the earth is gonna explode anytime. Hence, telling myself that appreciating the time is important. Weird huh? I've been telling people 'Hey, c'mon, the end of the world is not going to be so soon. Try viewing the situation from different perspectives. Who knows? Maybe God is trying to scare us?' Now, who's the one shivering here? There are just too many astonishing catastrophes happening around the world. Japan's earthquake, and now? Moussa's tsunami. People, the world, is changing. By observing all the drastic changes, the end of the world is not that impossible already. Err, sorry for all the craps, but I'm feeling like a useless person thinking that our hardwork and efforts on studies and everything will be ... nothing.

My friends from other schools are chilling in the holidays. Oh why us? I will have to sit for the mid-term school exam right after holidays. No fun, no fun at all. Made a timetable for revisions. I am very VERY sure that I'll be spending a little of my time for revisions, I PROMISE. See, the pledge is over here and YOU witness it. I'm not gonna let anyone down again. I will try my very best to control, to control not to be fooling around so much. 2 outings in these 2 weeks. Quite tough but at least it is sticking with my plan. 1st outing is with Jup and Ne whereas the 2nd outing is with the Albuses for KungFuPanda2! :( I feel so stressed out. ZhiSan knows me best. She knew I won't be studying 'cos since form 1, I did not study during the holidays. So she told me 'Do you wanna be in the same class with us. Do you? Think about me, think about ZY, think about Gillian, think about everyone here. Do you want us to be far apart?' ZhiSan, you have given me the enthusiasm to not waste anytime during the holidays and STUDY. Well, I won't be studying for the entire day but I will at least try to study some from the exam scope :) . Ain't life just fabulous with such busy plannings? Yea right, busy.

Has anyone over here watched 3 Idiots? It's a movie directed by the director of Slumdog Millionaire. My friend copied the movie to me but sadly, no subtitles at all!! FYI, it's an Hindi movie. LOL How would I understand a single thing? In need for someone to introduce me some NICE movies, or dramas. Just SOMETHING that will keep me entertained in my holidays. Hong Kong dramas aren't working for me. PPS is pissing me off already. Some people smartly deleted the Hong Kong dramas from the list and I friggin' curse the person who did that. It's like half my soul has been taken away. No HongKong dramas, No life!! D:

Too much of blabbering. Alright. Imma talk about this year's Mothers Day. Didn't really celebrate much. Made mum a present. It's like a scrapbook which consists of many poems about mothers. Did it in the eleventh hour so it ended up pretty BAD haha. Celebrated Mothers Day in gramma's house, as usual. The first thing my relatives said to me when they saw me was 'YOUR TEETH!!'. Lol, yes darlings, my teeth are awesome like this, and never vice versa :D . Well, I shall let the photos speak.

The next day, we decided to loiter around at Sunway Pyramid 'cos we could no longer fight with the extreme weather. It was like the land would crack in no time. It was hot, very. Well, IT IS STILL HOT RIGHT NOW ANYWAY!! Okay, back to the topic. Had dinner at Shogun buffet. The main point I'm telling you this is, in Shogun, customers who are 55 years old and above are considered as senior citizens. They get to have 20% off. And yes, my daddy is officially 55 this year. Mummy said 'OI, you're 55 already. Tell her!' Daddy ignored mummy and continued eating. He said he would rather pay a higher price than admitting that he's a senior citizen. HAHA doncha think my daddy is sho cute LOL? About the food, normal as usual. Nothing much.

Had dinner at Umai-ya yesterday. There were these 3 kiddos playing with their dad's iPad. They were playing this game which I've also downloaded few days back in my iTouch. The music of the game kept repeating profusely it couldn't stop, 'cos they wouldn't stop playing!! So, the music was playing in my mind throughout the night. It was hell annoying I tell you. URGH.

Over here, I would like to convey my full gratitude, love and appreciation to my most beloved, mummy. Mummy, you have been protecting me away from all evils, from all devils, from all demons. You're always there with me, no matter how hard it is to go through all the obstacles. You, are always next to me come what may. You endured all the pain I've given you when I was in your tummy. Until when I was already born, you taught me everything one should know. Until when I was no longer an infant, you brought me up. You gave me opportunities for swimming, skating, drawing, speaking, violin, piano lessons. You knew, I was a shy girl. Look, I, am no longer the girl who dared not talk to strangers, who knew nothing but to cry, who knew nothing but to wait for the time to pass by. You're the best mum, I love you. I promise, I'll try my best in my exams. I'll never ever let you down. I want you to live in the prettiest house in the future. I want you to see me with the most awesome wig on my head in the court. I want you to see me being successful. Just wait and see :)

xoxo